I really don’t understand how people are happy being alive

2021.12.09 10:03 VeryMentallyStable I really don’t understand how people are happy being alive

I got asked in therapy last week what I’d do if I had all the time and money in the world. I honestly didn’t have an answer. I have no idea what I’d do. I guess nothing would really change. I guess it’s just kinda a weird realisation to come to that even if I could afford to move away from my shitty family, even if I didn’t have to worry about being able to afford rent or food or didn’t have to go to work, that nothing would really be any better for me. My therapist is convinced if I was living on my own, things would be better. But I’ve lived in my own before, for almost two years and things weren’t better.
I guess I’m just realising that I don’t think it matters what my external circumstances are, I’m just not really content with being alive at all. If I had all the money in the world, what would I do with it? I can’t think of anything I’d care enough about to spend it on. Guess I’d just give it away but charity doesn’t really do anything for me either. If I had all the time in the world, I’d probably just follow the occasional whim I get to do something like play guitar or watch a movie or make something like I do now, until my interest in doing that thing quickly waned like it always does and I’d be back not knowing what the fuck it is I even want to do, just waiting out each day because I guess I’m just expected to keep existing.
I’ve heard people say shit like “enjoy the little things” but I don’t. I don’t really know how. I can’t just flip a switch and start enjoying things I really don’t give a fuck about. I’ve also heard the whole “you just haven’t found your thing yet” or “you’ve gotta try new things”, and I have, I basically try any hobby I have even a passing interest in and have been doing that for a while but I just get so bored of everything so quickly. I used think maybe I’d be one of those people who found fulfilment in their work, but I’ve had enough jobs now that I kinda doubt that’s ever gonna be true. Used to think that it was a relationship or something I was waiting for but then I actually started trying to date and realised there’s really no part of human interaction that I actually enjoy all that much. Thought maybe I’d get fulfilment from creative stuff but I don’t ever have the motivation to create anything and when I finally do, I don’t get any satisfaction from it at all and I really have no desire to put it out into the world.
I just don’t care about anything. Nothing makes me feel happy or excited or really anything at all and I don’t really know how you’re just supposed to wake up every day and just be happy with the fact that you’re just kinda waiting out the clock and honestly dreading the idea of having to do this for potentially another 60+ years.
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2021.12.09 10:03 tillivorloeper Das Goldene Zeitalter erklärt die Rassenfrage

Was trennt die menschlichen "Rassen"? Die Lebens- und Ernährungsweise, gepaart mit so viel frischer Luft, wie absolut nötig. Wer also einen guten Lebensstandard hat, sich gut ernährt und wenig raus geht, ist nämlich schön, während alle anderen hässlich und sogar widerwärtig sind. Geistige Speise zur rechten Zeit, den der treue und verständige Sklave von damals in petto hatte.

Es gibt auch Tatsachen, welche die Möglichkeit eines natürlichen Übergangs von der schwarzen zur weißen Hautfarbe und von der weißen zur schwarzen zu zeigen scheinen. Wirkliche Weiße (abgesehen von Albinos - “Weißlingen”) werden nicht selten unter den Negern geboren, und der Hang zu dieser Seltsamkeit pflanzt sich in Familien fort. Es gibt wenigstens ein authentisches Beispiel von einer Reihe vollkommen schwarzer Kinder, die einem arabischen Paare geboren wurden, in dessen Vorfahren kein solches Blut eingedrungen war. Dies geschah im Jordantal, wo die arabische Bevölkerung merkwürdigerweise im allgemeinen plattere Gesichtszüge, dunklere Hautfarbe und gröberes Haar hat als andere Stände dieses Volkes. Man hat sich vergewissert, daß sie Lebensweise im Laufe von Generationen mächtig auf die menschliche Gestalt einwirkt, sogar auf ihren Knochenbau. Vor ungefähr 200 Jahren wurden durch eine barbarische Politik eine Anzahl Leute aus den Grafschaften Antrim und Down in Irland vertrieben und haben sich seitdem an der Küste niedergelassen, aber in selbst für Irland ungewöhnlich armseligen Verhältnissen, und die Folge davon ist, daß sie eigentümliche Züge der widerwärtigen Art zeigen, hervorstehende Kinnbacken mit weit offenem Munde, platte Nasen, hohe Backenknochen und krumme Beine und außerordentlich kleine Statur. Diese, verbunden mit einer abnormen Dünne der Glieder sind überall in der Welt die äußeren Merkmale eines niederen und barbarischen Zustandes, wie man sie besonders bei den australischen Ureinwohnern sieht. Dagegen ist die Schönheit der höheren Stände in England sehr bemerkenswert, da sie hauptsächlich ebenso deutliche die Folge einer guten äußeren Lage ist. “Grobe, ungesunde und schlecht zubereitete Nahrung”, sagt Buffon, “bewirkt die Ausartung der menschlichen Rasse. Alle Leute, die elend leben, sind häßlich und schlecht gewachsen. Selbst in Frankreich sind die Landleute nicht so schön wie die, welche in Städten leben; und ich habe oft bemerkt, daß in Dörfern, wo die Leute reicher und besser genährt sind als in andern, sie auch hübscher sind und angenehmere Gesichter haben!” Er hätte hinzufügen können, daß elegante und bequeme Wohnungen, Reinlichkeit, behagliche Kleidung und nur so viel Aufenthalt in freier Luft, wie die Gesundheit erfordert, mit der Nahrung zusammenwirken zur Verschönerung einer Rasse menschlicher Wesen. (Das Goldene Zeitalter, 1929, Seite 311, Artikel "Zur Rassenfrage")
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2021.12.09 10:03 cloudy_architecture 5 years of eds

I just realized I started developing an ed at around 14 and turned 19 which means that my disordered relationship with food is not just a phase it’s becoming part of who I am and that is just really sad Recently I had been doing great praising myself that i could eat anything I wanted and not feel bad about it and I felt so proud and happy and at peace and now that my exams period starts the stress I’m under led me to come back to my bad habits and it’s destroying my life again Will I ever recover ? Will it ever stop
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